Friday, February 18, 2005
change blogskins...
tis skin dedicated to him..cus he left mi alone.. =[
sms sent was fren remains...dun turn sour...but in the end.. things r gettin sour-er..
how is life today? - xtremly ok yet bad...
at least i did sum shoppin after sckool~ *opps!*
k..today mi n him..wat rubbish.. ok.. let mi think arh..wat i gonna to say...
as i said earlier on in my past entries.. recess was with de lower sec..so i do make a move to go find sapphire before goin down for recess.. met him when i reached 2nd floor..he just happen to walk there..dun really wan to pay much attention to him.. as i koe he will ignore like i do..
so i was standin outside sapphire classroom.. he walked past mi..while ahyi n dez wave to him lahx... den i looked at him ( his back view)... den saw him turn back i turn away..kinda like a race or wad so ever..
den duno y he walked back to the place he came from..n walked up to his classroom.. *lame?*
durin geo..sirat called his fren to call him cum to geo room..i mean outside the door.. den he came i try to "shut" sirat mouth but he pointed at mi to
xiao mu gua.. den he walked off..
after scK..saw him walked out of sck..when i was in the canteen with fiona.. den walked out of sck..den met him outside 7-11..him with his fren.. -.-" walked fiona home..den reliase his fren(those he was with jus now) were behind us.. shit manx.. d
den i went home put bag n sort of things den go meet mai lin n ee wen go causeway...
aim to find bag for mai lin..hahax..den we shop around..
went home around 4+...took bus back... miss him on the journey back..the bus pass thru his block.. felt like alightin n go find him..n really wan to have a chat with him.. but i dun have the courage to do so...nt the right time...
refresh*-do we really have to result to tis state? isnt it veri ridiculous? cant we b fren?
u koe y didn i say "hi"..cus i koe u r angry with mi..
u r blamin mi for wat i done...
have u tot of wad u did?
fren ask mi y didn i took the initiative to tok to u..
___i may have the courage to tell u i like u___
___but i do not have the courage to tok to u___
in the late afternoon..it was raining..n i caught abit of rain.. things start to pass thru my mind on him askin mi do sum things on a rainy day..
why? how cum? i really dun wish our frenship to turn sour.. mi n my fren were tokin abt love n of cus matchmaking.. den tt fren of mine said:"we shld matchmake u first.." i was like huh?curious abt the person lah..den they say is him~ de~! haix..sianx manx...
saw one of the v.day messages.. u r the star tt brighten my dark sky at nite.. u alone can brighten the sky up..u r my shining star~!
-lookin forward to tomolo-
yipeeS-
